Fathomed Into Constellations

You'll break their heart or they'll break yours.

You will fall out of love or only stay to feel security.

You don't see a happy ending. There is no such thing as happily ever after.

I think only fools fall in love. I used to embrace my foolishness. I used to find it psychedelic and alluring.

First love may not mean best love and best friends may not mean best friends forever.

You may believe they are what makes the sun shine, but they are not. You may think without them, you could not be happy, but that is not true.

They are what makes your eyes pour and heart ache. They are the thoughts that drive you insane, and darling I know you love them, but they are tearing you apart.

So don't look them in the eye and ask them to promise that they are yours and that they will stay forever.

Will you be able to handle hearing the stutter and hesitation in their voice when they say yes?

I will smile on the good days, but on the bad, you help me think rationally.

I think you are the first person to teach me that I am worth both everything and nothing.

Some say you're too sensitive, but the truth is, every word, every action, every energy goes straight to the heart. Not because you're sensitive, it's because they don't feel enough. We're all only human.

I don't know what we do wrong, but we always seem to be a second choice for everyone.

I'm so tired of explaining to people that will never care to understand.

That is all I am. Just tired. Not angry or hurt. Just tired.

I am tired of putting in more effort than I receive.

I am tired of holding on for nothing.

I am tired of believing all of the lies and being challenged every time.

I am so tired of getting my hopes up and being disappointed again.